So she turned &
looked at the creature. It was a lion.
Without a glance at
Jill the lion rose to its feet & gave one last blow. Then, as if satisfied
with its work, it turned & stalked slowly away, back into the forest.
"It must be a
dream, it must, it must," said Jill to herself. "I'll wake up in a
moment." But it wasn't, & she didn't.
"I do wish
we'd never come to this dreadful place," said Jill. "I don't believe
Scrubb knew any more about it than I do. Or if he did, he had no business to
bring me here without warning me what it was like. It's not my fault he fell
over that cliff. If he'd left me alone we should both be all right." Then
she remembered again the scream that Scrubb had given when he fell, & burst
into tears.
Crying is all right
in its way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, & then you
still have to decide what to do. When Jill stopped, she found she was
dreadfully thirsty. She had been lying face downward, & now she sat up. The
birds had ceased singing & there was perfect silence except for one small,
persistent sound, which seemed to come from a good distance away. She listened
carefully, & felt almost sure it was the sound of running water.
Jill got up &
looked round her very carefully. There was no sign of the lion; but there were
so many trees about that it might easily be quite close without her seeing it.
For all she knew, there might be several lions. But her thirst was very bad
now, & she plucked up her courage to go & look for that running water.
She went on tiptoes, stealing cautiously from tree to tree, & stopping to
peer round her at every step.
The wood was so
still that it was not difficult to decide where the sound was coming from. It
grew clearer every moment and, sooner than she expected, she came to an open
glade & saw the stream, bright as glass, running across the turf a stone's
throw away from her. But although the sight of the water made her feel 10 times
thirstier than before, she didn't rush forward & drink. She stood as still
as if she had been turned into stone, with her mouth wide open. And she had a
very good reason; just on this side of the stream lay the lion.
It lay with its
head raised & its 2 fore-paws out in front of it, like the lions in
Trafalgar Square. She knew at once that it had seen her, for its eyes looked
straight into hers for a moment & then turned away - as if it knew her
quite well & didn't think much of her.
"If I run
away, it'll be after me in a moment," thought Jill. "And if I go on,
I shall run straight into its mouth." Anyway, she couldn't have moved if
she had tried, & she couldn't take her eyes off it. How long this lasted,
she could not be sure; it seemed like hours. And the thirst became so bad that
she almost felt she would not mind being eaten by the lion if only she could be
sure of getting a mouthful of water first.
"If you're
thirsty, you may drink."
They were the first
words she had heard since Scrubb had spoken to her on the edge of the cliff.
For a second she stared here & there, wondering who had spoken. Then the
voice said again, "If you are thirsty, come & drink," & of
course she remembered what Scrubb had said about animals talking in that other
world, & realized that it was the lion speaking. Anyway, she had seen its
lips move this time, & the voice was not like a man's. It was deeper,
wilder, & stronger; a sort of heavy, golden voice. It did not make her any
less frightened than she had been before, but it made her frightened in rather
a different way.
"Are you not
thirsty?" said the Lion.
"I'm dying of
thirst," said Jill.
"Then
drink," said the Lion.
"May I - could
I - would you mind going away while I do?" said Jill.
The Lion answered
this only by a look & a very low growl. And as Jill gazed at its motionless
bulk, she realized that she might as well have asked the whole mountain to move
aside for her convenience.
The delicious
rippling noise of the stream was driving her nearly frantic.
"Will you
promise not to - do anything to me, if I do come?" said Jill.
"I make no
promise," said the Lion.
Jill was so thirsty
now that, without noticing it, she had come a step nearer.
"Do you eat
girls?" she said.
"I have
swallowed up girls & boys, women & men, kings & emperors, cities
& realms," said the Lion. It didn't say this as if it were boasting,
nor as if it were sorry, nor as if it were angry. It just said it.
"I daren't
come & drink," said Jill.
"Then you will
die of thirst," said the Lion.
"Oh
dear!" said Jill, coming another step nearer. "I suppose I must go
& look for another stream then."
"There is no
other stream," said the Lion.
It never occurred
to Jill to disbelieve the Lion - no one who had seen his stern face could do
that - & her mind suddenly made itself up. It was the worst thing she had ever
had to do, but she went forward to the stream, knelt down, & began scooping
up water in her hand. It was the coldest, most refreshing water she had ever
tasted. You didn't need to drink much of it, for it quenched your thirst at
once. Before she tasted it she had been intending to make a dash away from the
Lion the moment she had finished. Now, she realized that this would be on the
whole the most dangerous thing of all. She got up & stood there with her
lips still wet from drinking.
"Come
here," said the Lion. And she had to. She was almost between its front
paws now, looking straight into its face. But she couldn't stand that for long;
she dropped her eyes.
"Human
Child," said the Lion. "Where is the Boy?"
"He fell over
the cliff," said Jill, & added, "Sir." She didn't know what
else to call him, & it sounded cheek to call him nothing.
"How did he
come to do that, Human Child?"
"He was trying
to stop me from falling, Sir."
"Why were you
so near the edge, Human Child?"
"I was showing
off, Sir."
"That
is a very good answer, Human Child. Do so no more.From 'The Silver chair by C S Lewis
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